This book I’m celebrating really wouldn’t have come to be
if it hadn’t been for Lexi. Two years ago (is it really that long) I visited
Lexi and her wonderful husband in St. Croix. They lived right on the most
gorgeous beach. I mean STEPS from the turquoise waters, where I floated a lot
of my days away :)
See! I wasn’t lying! Amazing huh. I have so many pictures
that I could do a whole blog with just the images.
Aside from drooling over the view, Lexi and I did a lot
of fun stuff together and I’m forever grateful for her inviting me to come and
stay. A memory I will cherish forever. Aside from all the fun we had, we also
did a lot of talking about, you guessed it, romance writing. I plotted out After
The Hurt there, and Lexi was instrumental in connecting me to my editor
at Loveswept, for which I’m very thankful for.
After
The Hurt is a heart wrenching story of parental loss,
wrong decisions, lost love and forgiveness. The heroine makes some very poor
choices after the death of her mom which impacts the lives of those around her.
It was cathartic in a way for me, because I had recently lost my mother and
wrote the experience into this story. It’s deep, angsty, with internal
reflection that I hope you can feel as strongly as I did when writing it. Don’t
worry it’s got some smoking hot sexy scenes too! What’s romance without the hot
stuff, right!
Pepper
Chapman refuses to throw in the towel. Six months ago, she made the biggest
mistake of her life. Blinded by grief after her mom’s death, Pepper abandoned
the man she loves. Now she wants a second chance at everything she gave up:
strong hands driving her to ecstasy . . . a deep voice whispering naughty
promises in her ear . . . the future they’d planned since they were teenagers.
So Pepper comes home looking for forgiveness, ready for a new beginning—if he’s
willing to give her a shot.
Retired MMA star Tank Sherman may be used to low blows, but Pepper’s emotional
sucker punch left him reeling. Trying to ignore the pain and forget the
pleasure of her body beneath his, Tank is prepared to ring the final bell on
their relationship. Then Pepper shows up out of the blue, radiating pure sex.
But Tank won’t let himself get hurt again, and that means resisting the heat
that still burns between them. Because if he takes Pepper back, he knows he’ll
never be able to let her go again.
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| "Hurricane Roger" |
Whew heavy stuff so how about we lighten the mood with a
photo of St. Croix’s famous beer drinking pig! Yes I gave him brewski
(non-alcoholic of course) I don’t remember his name though. Maybe Lexi does?
Now back to After The Hurt.
To get to know a little more about this story, here is an
excerpt for you.
Tank stared into her violet eyes. The ones that had the
ability to turn him inside out. But not today. Not tomorrow. Not ever. The
shock of seeing her after the door slammed shut had been enough to stop his
heart. He’d been about to step out from behind the floor-to-ceiling
glass-walled wine cooler to do one last check of the details for the engagement
party this evening and froze midstep.
Now she was back in his arms; he was staring into
her face. A face he’d loved from the moment he’d laid eyes on her in high
school. What the fuck was she doing here? Now, after all this time without even
a peep from her, she’d returned. Where had she been? What had she been doing?
Pepper had vanished into thin air. He wanted to rage at her but bit his tongue.
The rush of emotions crashed over him and he didn’t trust himself not to say
something he’d regret. His actions probably gave away much of what he was
feeling but holy hell, touching her again felt amazingly right, which only
confused the fuck out of him even more.
His breath ceased as if there were a band wrapped
tight around his chest squeezing the life out of him. She’d been able to bring
him to his knees in the past, but by God he’d not let it happen anymore,
especially after what she’d done. He was still reeling and not thinking straight,
unable to believe his eyes. When she’d come through the door just a few minutes
ago, Tank felt like a starved man seeing food for the first time in days.
He’d watched her weave between the tables with an
elegance and grace a dancer would envy. When she’d removed her coat and slid
onto the stool, her red leather skirt hiked up to reveal a very familiar,
tantalizingly trim thigh, it had nearly done him in. Her long, slender, and
yes, magnificent legs had him mesmerized, especially when she’d hooked a high
heel on the rung, crossing one leg over the other. He swore those were the same
heels she wore the last time they’d fucked. Once he would have called it making
love. That didn’t suit them anymore. That was the past.
But
those damn shoes. They matched her flaming red hair, and the memory of her
sprawled naked before him, arms flung wide, was imprinted on his brain forever.
Like it was yesterday, he could still see her alabaster skin in vivid contrast
against the glossy black sheets. The clear violet of her eyes gazing at him
under her finely arched ginger brows. She’d lain there, taunting him to do as
he wanted with her. And he had.
Fun Stuff! Lexi quizzed me.
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| Us,
having fun in St. Croix. |
Lexi: What are you working
on now?
Me:
Right now I’m working on my second Harlequin Blaze, titled Her Hawaiian
Cowboy. It’s set on the Big Island and I can’t wait until it comes out later
this year.
Lexi: Why did you choose
this sub-genre of romance?
Me:
I love historical, paranormal, sci fi, but the research scared me off.
Writing in the *current* world fit my chaotic brain. But that doesn’t mean I
won’t publish outside the contemporary erotic romance genre :)
Lexi: What was the first
romance you ever read?
Me: Ceremony of the Innocent by
Taylor Caldwell. I was 12 and forever marked my romance full of angst.
Lexi: What was the
strangest thing that inspired a story for you?
Me: Good question! I’ve had a few
weird inspirations, but After The Hurt was inspired by Lady Gaga’s song You and
I.
Thank
you so much for having me Lexi! I’m glad to be back on Happily Ever After
Thoughts! Especially to celebrate the release day of a book you had a part in!
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About
Shana
Shana
Gray loves to travel and see the world, spend time with family and friends, and
experience the beauty that surrounds us. First published as Cristal Ryder,
she’s the author of many hot and sexy short stories and novellas. Gray lives in
a small town in Ontario with her twentysomething sons, five cats, and two
budgies, splitting the days with her partner in crime, known affectionately as
Meat Man.
It's out! The Cowboy Justice 12 Pack has released with 12 cowboy romances for only 99 cents. Yay! And my story Cowboy's Best Shot (Poker Flat #3) is in this set! Don't wait too long because the price will be going up shortly. Just thought you'd like to know ;-) 
To make life even more exciting, the Romantic Times Convention starts next week and I'm going! Yeehaw! That seemed appropriate since I will be part of the Cowboy Corral, will be showing up at Club RT and will, of course, be at the book signing. At all three places I'll be raffling off masks, so if you're going, please stop by and say hello. https://www.rtconvention.com/ My fellow blogger, Kayce Lassiter, will be there too! I don't know about her, but I've already started packing :-)
